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Nothing Here Is Mine

by High Pony

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1.
Off to Kill Myself I quit everything I still feel like shit I see all the people dancing it don't look fun to me standing in the shadows so long you'll never you'll never see me I wish you would afraid to stop being afraid love's so easy in my dreams Off to see my baby off to kill myself nice and slow these awful feelings coming back awful feelings coming back we're standing on earth quaking ground think I like it better when you're on my my high just fall into me I think I like it better when we're killing time no one cares about their neighbor no more hope you know you're free to stick around my pressure gets greater then you're dead give 'em all we got I believe in you death always comes to soon I already miss you It'll never be the way you want just dumb it down where you gotta go to to do what you love who you gonna share it all with? it's getting later and no clearer I think of you still my heart Off to see my baby off to kill myself nice and slow these awful feelings coming back awful feelings coming back we're standing on earth quaking ground I think I like it better when you blow my my I'd love to beautiful messy love lost lives souls still mourning think I like it better when you're on my you brought me from the shadows let's get married sing another tune in the light with you
2.
Drooling with rage I'm in the city can't move all this stress almighty dollar on the throne coming for our culture and our homes our souls don't rule anymore a generation lacking empathy expecting everything watching a system breaking down ennui drooling with rage we build their homes then they price us out we serve their drinks and live off their tips it makes me sick to be part of this I want it back it's not enough just to have it all got our souls crushed a lesson for posterity careful how you dream I hope I'm around to watch them swallow their guns when it's too late to give it back
3.
Lighter Moment Dead end after dead end I have lost my smile got to talking my heart started racing blue smile my leg starts shaking you gave me a light I watched it go out now I'm a dead end Every day I feel this weight grow inside of me it makes it hard to love or be good to anything The problem is you found a place where you'd love love to go and die the moment's gone and you can't move on close my eyes in this London City Grandma tells a story I know where I'm going Can't conceal this horror show stars greet you like a demon I would love to ask for help but the world won't wait for me Just don't leave us Heavy Stuck inside my Lighter Moment for good It's a battle always thirsty it's a battle and I won't Fight this feeling when I Want to close my eyes and stay here Gone
4.
You're Insane There are cracks in my helmet there are marks on your feet car ahead in the darkness running it in through the streets we marched on to the subway once more unto the breach my dear friends I will miss them hello my family All the wrong ways to the right place I'm so glad I ran into you I've been searching for you I would crawl the BQE just to bring you closer to me but I got marks upon my teeth and you make noises when you sleep through siren songs this city block feels long our last time at the Marshal's when I paid all my fees you said this is an art form then we headed out east well I tend to agree dealing with the police yes I am the car's owner but it feels like a lease All the places we used to go they've been knocked down the rubble shows the rubble shows where it went through in a couple of days they'll be built brand new all the people we used to meet just shadow and light on a hung up sheet sweet memories but we gotta eat and I'd do anything when we get home we will both know dead leaves to the canopy so I got shotgun you can take the wheel I'm ready to drag the breakdown lane flee the human stain peal out in the rain and drag that breakdown lane you're insane what's your name? you're insane what's your name? a house a home a thunder dome millions enter no one leaves this data center glass and steal the roads and rails its arteries we are the cells we are the cells let's break the skin let's make it bleed let's leave this jeweled and dead body
5.
Roofie 04:37
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Silly Ball 03:07
Silly Ball All of my friends I do believe in them all of my friends I'll soon be needing them I stand in awe of her desultory glory it breaks my heart to see you down Down Dancin' dizzy with my girl sad, sweet, and laughin by myself Dancin' dizzy with my girl sad, sweet, and laughin by myself Never all the time Never all the time It's all a silly ball of nothingness bouncing back and forth through it's all a silly ball of nothingness bouncing back and forth through you try so hard to make it matter knowing all along that nothing matters you try so hard deign to matter you only matter if you matter to someone else Dancin' dizzy with my girl sad, sweet, and laughin by myself Dancin' dizzy with my girl sad, sweet, and laughin by myself Never all the time Never all the time The city's burning down I'm going out tonight I told you I'd be there I'll be there The city's burning down I'm going out tonight I told you I'd be there I'll be there
7.
Dolphins Cry 03:44
Dolphins Cry Can't remember when the test began I sign my name I'm not an animal Take care of the ones you love that's all that's all Weak people wear you down some situations can't be worked out and it's a long way down when you're always looking up No one likes the way this ends searching for God in the face of death and there's no one around empty flower vase dirty water I'm not going out like that I'm not going out like that we're so much better now we're so much better better now Thank you for loving me you showed me how to live You say you like this I think you're lying It's been one hell of a ride don't you get off now Dolphins cry just like you I'm not the animal I'm the animal I'm not the animal I'm the animal we've got so much to prove trembling knees stand to prove I love you so much better now I love you so much better now
8.
Nothing Here Is Mine I've been working hard to find nothing here is really mine being drowned by tomorrow as today turns away Trying to be so tiring I think I'll lay down right here All the sadness you can not hide I'm afraid of those eyes Always planning for tomorrow cuz you can't stand here right now Memories are all that you have to make you feel good anymore Diving backwards into the sea your smile haunting me still Let me die Slow On the phone with my Mom how'd we get so far away Staring at that road where you were born and you don't recognize it no more it's hurting more and more and more and No more calm remember how we used to Dream I dig myself into the ground when my soul is feeling dirty I met you in the tunnels of these darkest times where lovers go to believe only beauty in the truth it's got to be More than a roof it's Not Good enough for me Only beauty in the truth it's got to be More than a Roof Dig in dirt for the ones who know Nothing here is really Ours at all No fear
9.
Singin' Through Your Hell You sing the Gospel to me You're sleeping in these streets Fluorescent God Light Bulb Weighing heavy on your soul Take my hand through Hell Sister Mercy Where'd you go? I got the Acid on my Tongue Did you ever Know your name? The Devil catches up in between your Heavenly dreams as you circle the drain so far from the Ocean Singin' Through Your Hell Sister Mercy We Need You Now Draggin' through these dreams I'm so Proud of Your Name True Friend In a fair weather world True Friend in a fair weather world So pretty So long So pretty So long True Friend In a fair weather world True Friend In a fair weather world So pretty So long So pretty So long as it Fades away

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released June 8, 2018

Produced and recorded by Adam Reich and Brad Fisher at Second Base (Sunset Park, NYC) and Sine Studios (Philadelphia, PA)
Additional recording by Matt Teacher and Mike Lawson at Sine Studios
Mixed by Adam Reich at Second Base
Mastered by Richard Marr at Galaxy Park Studios (Salem, Massachusetts)
Artwork and Design by Mike Quigley

Pete Stanton- Drums
Ben Johnson- Bass, Guitar, Vocals
Seth Goldman- Guitar, Vocals
Jay Fox- Guitar, Bass
Benjamin Hecht- Piano, Organ, Rhodes
Steve Fugitt- Vocals

Album release date:
8 June 2018

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High Pony Brooklyn, New York

Never in style but never played out either. Honesty, rawness, sincerity and real instruments are always pretty cool.

Photo by Dalton Patton (@dalton_patton_photography on Instagram)

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